The Princess of Sunshine

My goal in life is to be a princess.  More precisely, a Princess of Sunshine.  Who is the Princess of Sunshine?  Well, if you read the Bible, I suppose she can be well described in Proverbs 31.  She is someone who's face radiates with joy, peace and compassion.  She is someone who knows who she is and holds to that.  She is someone who is kind, generous, thinks the best of others and lives off of positivity.  But she is not perfect - by any means.  Sometimes she cries because of mistakes she makes and things she says.  These mistakes and blunders happen because she forgets, sometimes, who she is:  The Princess of Sunshine.  She holds in her heart a great love for the King and a desire to please Him.  That is what she wants most!  To be His princess and to be able to come to Him with a smile knowing that she pleases Him.

There is a very clever saying that says "Inside every woman is a queen, talk to the queen and the queen will answer" A very good saying indeed.  But my goal is to be a queen (or a Princess of Sunshine) no matter how others speak to me or treat me.  BOY IS IT HARD!  In fact, I don't think I can do it.  I think "He should not treat me like that, he should not say that" or "he should say this!"  I get treated like I am a witch sometimes...and unfortunately I respond like a witch and confirm it.   But that is not who I am!  I am the Princess of Sunshine and I am begging the King "PLEASE HELP ME!!!  I cannot be good without Your help!!!"  I hate being a witch when inside I am a princess.